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Profile


Cheryl Tan
23 May
Child of God
YCCA-Xxon; Cell-u-lites
RPCCC-Spiritual Multiplier
Youth Entrepreneurship IG-President



Herwishes

I want to... join full time(when?)
I want to... go mission trips
I want to... have more christian books
I want to... be the salt and light
I want to... graduate with a GPA of 3.0
I want to... get driving license by 2010
I want to... get into the teaching industry
I want to... get a Degree in Business Administration, SIM(UB)
I want to... get a MacBook/MacBook Pro
I want to... get a iphone


Daily Bread

Pasts

Monday, June 30, 2008 @2:11 PM
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a GREAT weekend....

morning met up with zhang!!! then xinhui came and i left for service...
so happy... finally i see jon in svc sitting beside me again... HEE:)
thank God for the mighty hands that work in his life and even PUTTING bigger dreams and vision in him...

service was great...
its about MAN...
and its preached by pst tan...
u can always expect NEW THINGS from him...
he is like so COOL la... powerful man... haha...
and the way i wrote my my sermon...
I THINK IM DRAWING man!!!!
but i enjoyed myself... haha...

then we had SERVICE PRAYER MEETING...
it was NEW! was great too...
indeed God is a God of NEW THINGS!!!
Amen to that!!!
really POWERFUL!!!
first 45 mins we prayed individually... presence was so STRONG!!!
then pastor prayed for those who do not know how speakk in tongues...
then we worship awhile... then pray together as a church...
then worship again...
and... fresh touch from heaven... everyone fell under God's presence...
holy laughter... some cried...
for me... i fell a couple of time...
laughed and cried...
for a moment i felt that im in SOT...
haha...
I WANT TO GO SOT...
a burning desire...

and on sunday which is yesterday...
we had combined CG outing with W362, W459 & W469!!!
it was a great time of play... of FUN... of bonding...
had ice breakers and team games...
haha... we dirty together... wet together... halfed-mua ji together... snow white together... so fun.... we got also a self-implemented finale in the WATER!!! haha... and there i am with james teaching shireen xiao huiling and kim HOW TO FLOAT ON WATER... but half success only cox they too scared liao... gals... must learn to relax okie... dont be afraid!!! while the rest left... afew of us stayed behind.... most of them [played volleyball... and HANDS WERE SWOLLEN... but ME & RED RUBY... made sandcastle... SO fun... thanks RUBY... she stopped me from calling her auntie ruby... whahaha... *success*

pictures be post SOON!!!


Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @9:51 PM
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hi EVERYBODY....

back for another update...

today is my OFF-DAY...
and im bored at home...
play game... msn... surfing... TV-ing...
and finally at 1plus... i decided to get my butts of the SOFA and walk to SAFRA for a swim... determined to swim 10laps and go home... however during my no.10 lap... i decided to finish and walk off... but at the point of reaching... i saw this gal and guy standing at my lane blocking my way... HOWEVER... i got a shock... the GAL is HAZEL... and the GUY is JOON KIAT... how could that be... and i stayed on just to fellowship in water with them... so i swam a total of 15 laps TODAY... im so amazed by what i did... haha... and we had good time FELLOWSHIPPING cum SUN TANNING... hee... btw while i was walking to SAFRA in the afternoon i was praying that God will allow me to "SOAK IN THE SUN" cox it had been raining for the past few wednesday... and indeed God gave me MR SUNNY from 2pm to 6pm... hahaa... and im tanned NOW... even had even more tan-line...

and after that... walked back to my hse area with hazel... we went to CUT HAIR... good deal once again... $4.80 haha... dont get shock when u see me... whahaha...

thats all for today...

im gonna have DG tmr and fri...

chaos...


Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @11:17 AM
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PASSION!!!

have i lost it???
i think its time to find it back le...

lets not procrastinate any LONGER...

oh well... yesterday... really create a MEMORY IN MY BRAIN!!!
it was the NAKED I DISTRIBUTION!!!
was in school so early... first time in my RP LIFE... haha...
but i just wanna thank God for His favor and mercy upon the whole distribution...
i would see it as a SUCCESS...
especially when i get back to class... even my classmates are reading them and commenting on them...
eventhough i need to scarifice myself to serve under the hot sun... and keep talking until my throat hurts... but i felt so happy serving... yesterday was also a day of rememberance of my usher duties... haha...

i really want to pray that God will use this magazine to minister to the people in RP... not only the students but the faci...

MY JESUS, MY LORD
YOU’RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
WHEREVER YOU GO
WANNA BE BY YOUR SIDE
NO LONGER I
BUT CHRIST LIVING IN ME
SERVING YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY


Saturday, June 21, 2008 @12:10 PM
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im back for a post on a SATURDAY...
these couple of days im rather stress...
and u know wad...
THANK U JANELLE...
she send me games...
and i played it to RELEASE STRESS...
whahaha...
kind of addicted to it... hee:)

and i was playing COOKING ACADEMY!!!
and i got a diploma for that lo...
hehe...













another thing is that i really misses ERNEST AND EDDRIC...
so long never see themmm...
they are my baobei...
thank God for technology...
my sis send this to me...
they look more and more alike liao...
so CUTE hor...


Friday, June 20, 2008 @10:27 AM
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hey yox...

another week is ending again...
whahaha...
this week is kinda easy i guess...
although many things that i had to do...
whahaha...

im very excited about NAKED-I that is coming up next week...
but kind off afraid too...
really want to pray that God will give me peace and wisdom lo...
jus have a feeling that i have many things on hand...
jus that CHERYL TAN have to make sure i set deadlines for myself and make sure that the things are done lo... lol...

and im very excited also because next week, we'll have 3 CGs in SENTOSA...
lets come and play together okie?
hehe...
so FUN...
come and ejoy ur day together with us okie? see ya..

last but not least...
im going to have my UT today...
jia you to ME!!!
A's HERE I COME...
DON'T RUN AWAY HORX!!!!


Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @10:05 AM
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with a BURDENED heart...

yesterday had a WONDERFUL leaders' meeting at church...
the atmostphere is SO THICK....
WHY?
imaging the whole auditorium is filled with LEADERS...
2000+ leaders... during praise and worship the whole auditorium clap hands together, jump together, lift up hands together and pray together(like lion roaring la)...
and i begin to visualized that the entire of service 01 do that to... i know it will not happen if i dont start doing it then the rest of the cg will not do it... so it will have to start from ME!!!

CHERYL TAN... START NOW!!!

and pst jeffrey said something abt... all seeds are good seed but the ground might not... lets really be a good ground so that our seeds can GROW!

and i think from the start of yesterday's meeting till i reached home.. there are many wake up calls..


Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @3:11 PM
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CHERYL TAN is back...
whahahahaha....

2nd day of sch... thats fast...
tmr my REST day again...
haha...

on sunday...
i was thinking that my week MIGHT be quite relaxing...
REST REST REST!!!
but indeed.. God knew that i can't really stand my DO NOTHING-ness...

so this week i had many things LINED-UP...
yes tiring but i guess i will ENJOY THEM!!!
haha...

Monday - Prayer & Praise , Camp Comm Evaluation(over)
Tuesday - E&P Comm mtg, CGC Leaders mtg
Wednesday - Prayer Meeting at 730am, swimming with gals, DG, Naked I mtg
Thursday - maybe DG and edmund's bdae party
Friday - Overnight Prayer Meeting
Saturday - Svc, mtg with cliques
Sunday - CGM, post Fathers' Day dinner

alrights... Cheryl saying BYE... see u guys soon... :)


Monday, June 16, 2008 @8:26 AM
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hi EVERYBODY...

some updates for the day...

was at church yesterady...
svc was good... it was FATHERS' DAY...
had good drama and good word...
and pst Kong is back... hee:)
and the whole church PROMISED to go home and say I LOVE YOU to our daddys... but CHERYL TAN has not done so... but my word is my bond... im going to do so next week as my family is celebrating it next week as community cox my dad is a grassroot leader in serangoon so we normally celebrate together... hee...

after svc rushed home to do 4 REPORTS for my ig project... ops... i rushed all the way from 6pm till 11plus in the night b4 2359... and i type until i almost fall asleep la... thank God i finished it in time... super tired which i do not know why... felt so tired... don't even feel like getting out of bed this morning...

ops... why am i awake so early??? cox SCHOOL STARTS TODAY... and finally i was able to wake up early at 620 and left hse at 7am... finally early... and reached sch at 8am... was on the same bus as jojo... hee:)

and today... gonna have LM... PRAYER AND PRAISE... and naked i comm is asked to cast vision again... haiyo.. AGAIN... i told wanting and she was like AGAIN ARH?? yes again... and after LM... camp comm having evaluation after LM today... my day is going to end late again... gonna go home to have my beautiful sleep after everything ends...


Saturday, June 14, 2008 @9:48 PM
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whahahaha...

i think im going to have a long post today...

"SOAK IN THE SON" was good...
had good time of PT with my gal... and going through many trainings... this camp is more of a recap for the seniors la... haha... i did really had a good time of rest... slept alot i guess...

trainings:
abiding in God's love
life in the Spirit
Selection
Having Personal time
Conversational Evangelism
Boys' and Gals' "RELATIONSHIPS"
Walking with God
Realizing our MISSION

out of these 8 trainings... i thing i went through 4 before le...

and we had OMEGA NIGHT again...
had a different kind of "CANDLES" appreciation... haha...

One thing I learnt: Abiding in God's Love
One Person I want to Thank: Estella (for listening to my struggles b4 the camp and giving me suggestions)

The person whom Thanked me: Marcus (im shocked but ya... thanks for thanking me...)

**The Great commission is the greatest plan by the greatest person concerning the greatest power with the greatest promise. **

and then slacked at home for 2 days...

and today i got my Gen12 shirt liao...

after everything today... met zhang... i proposed to go and shop... but end up... IM SORRY ZHANG... she did most of the shopping... she spent $100... i only spent $10.. OPS... haha... but i think we enjoy ourselves alot... hee:)

btw... my mission trip testimony is OUT... **click here**


Sunday, June 08, 2008 @9:06 PM
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hey ppl...

back once again...

I'M OFFICIALLY SICK BEFORE CAMP... ops...
and im leading worship during the camp... ops...
shall continue to pray...
God has indeed shown me that He's MY HEALER!!!
Praise God...

today i went for service at expo with terry and kim... and best friend's cg... hahaha...
Rev. Che Ahn preached really a great work...
he mentioned that the gifts of the Holy Spirit is not for the pastors, evangelist and all only... but its for EVERYONE!!! Amen to that...
saw his dvd last time before...
he really move mightily in the gifts of the Holy Spirit too...

one thing that really make me feel so irritated was my gastric la... cox even since i got back from melborne and due the time difference my gastric was unable to function as normal... and i get attacks AGAIN AND AGAIN... which is killing me... and today even as i was in svc at the start of Praise and Worship.... my gastric attacks me again... and during worship annabel shared that the even as we touch the living RIVER all sickness WILL GO in Jesus' name... and at that point i really cry out to God... i tell God... pls heal me... its so pain... but at that time.. the pain was still there... throughout the WORD... I FELT LIKE ROLLING ON THE FLOOR... which i cant... all i hope is that svc end fast... and the WORD ended and pastor prayed for those who are sick in the body.... i immediately lifted up my hand... i really wannt to get healed... suddenly i just felt that i must have the faith to believe that God can heal me... after the prayers and all... INSTANTLY IM HEALED... and God is really Goood... and i went to the stage to testify of God's goodness... at first i was rather afraid to go up... pride... paisei... afraid many of my friends will see... but i really took a step of faith to go up cox God is really good... i want to testify the goodness of God... and indeed i got famous over the few minutes... ppl had been telling me that they saw me on the screen... i even have members watching online and saw me... *paisei liao larh*

i have faith that its completely healed and it will never come back again... and i shared this testimony with the rest of the cg during cgm just now... i pray that the power of God dont jus flow through me nut the rest of the members too... and we ended the whole cgm with prayer and yz asked me to pray for junjie, ruby and junhui as they are physically unwell too... i really wanna continue to pray that God's healing hands will continue to move in their life...

and today svc we had ministry time too... Rev. Che Ahn laid hands and gave impartation to all cgl, coc, staff and ministry leader... God begin to say... yuping believe... if u can see it u can have it... as i told God that i want to grow my connect group by 100%, it seems hard... until i spoke to edmund... he say he wants to see the connect group to grow by 500%... i was like are u kidding? but today God said... YUPING IF U CAN SEE IT U CAN HAVE IT... Amen to that!

indeed today i had a POWERFUL DAY... haha.. :)

alrights... need to go... wont be blogging for the next for days... will be in CCC PE SM Training Camp... pls pray for my voice and that i will rely on the Holy Spirit when i lead the worship sessions and as i spend PT with my disciples...

buaix...


Saturday, June 07, 2008 @7:09 PM
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im SO TIRED now...

i think many many many things had happened this week...
i think i rather to have normal school days...
first week of holidays... FINALLY ENDED!!!
it sounds so WRONG...
but i felt as if 3 weeks had past... although its only ONE WEEK!!!

was super tired from yesterday till now la...

was out yesterday 12pm++ with sticky rice to orchard and bishan for YEig assignments(project)... taking it as an excuse to do shopping too... haha... but brought nothing... lol... and when we were at bishan we had dinner at hk cafe... which both of us agreed that its better and cheaper than the one at marina sq... haha... we enjoy ourselves to the max... reason being we have not had any sticky rice outing for very super long liao... haha... and we left bishan at ard 630pm... oh btw... THANKS sticky rice for the BELATED BDAE PRESSIE... hee:) "late better than never!"

then trained plus bused home... for one and only special reason... to get ah ling "hong bao" from my parents... u might be thinking why... oh... cox she flew high in the sky now le... she's on her way to boston for her study trip... hee:) and left hse again at 720pm... anyway i really love the feeling of sitting in the plane flying in the sky... especially when u sit near the window... because i always felt that im so near God... VERY NEAR INDEED... and many ppl will always tell me... hey can u rest more? i tell u what... give me money... and i fly up the there... i will rest more... cox everytime im on the plane, God always creates an environment for me to rest... and i really REST...

then... bused to CAP... what is CAP leh?... CAP-Changi Air-Port... haha... met there at 830pm with mr terry miles... haha... planned to meet someone... BUT... whahaha... but thank terry for being there to accompany me and listen to my pain and struggles throughout the week yea.. thanks lots... thanks for the encouragements too... i believe we gonna grow together in such a situation ya... jiayou and never give up... God is going to use u mightily in ur army camp... and i believe u gonna shine for Him lots lots lots in the NDP'08... jiayou Bro:)

then... close to 11pm... terry left... sent him to T2... then after that i scroll my way back to T1 BK again... for one simple reason... cox im waiting for G.O.H to arrive at 2am la... whahahaha... who is that man???? is ms tan gek ling... chen yuling... hahaha... was at the BK praying and preparing myself for the flow of the worship nxt week... holy spirit lead me... and as i wait for her... i also read the bible... and she came late la... while waiting for her i finished almost half of the book of ezekiel... felt so good after reading it... and haha... her cohort have so many people la... super... after everything... she went in at 4am... everyone was so happy... finally can go back and catch some rest but her mum insisted to stay and see her take off.. while junming and my niece wanted to SLEEP... haha... so we waited in the CAP till 6am.. we even had BK breakfast... yumyum!!! and finally 6am... too dark.. cant see it fly so we decided to go home... they cab from and i bused hm... oh btw... that miss tan very clever de can... before she fly... she called me... "ping, just now i on msn xia chat with me leh... and i saiid that we will meet out after i come back.. " and i replied... "orh... so... why u telling me..." and she replied... "of course must tell u la... then u can go and plan mah... thanks ookie... "... and i said... "thanks ar... "!!! super funny la...

then i took 858 home... immediately i fell flat on the bed... woke up by zhang's call.. still thinking it was 7plus in the morning when it was 12plus in the afternoon already... haha... woke settled some family stuff... then after that was out... went amk with zhang... and we became auntie ONCE AGAIN... we went to ntuc and buy things... very crowded... then went shopped ard... went to bossini... brought a top at onli 11.40... cheap right... almost all the clothes is 40% off... so happy... hope to go there again... yea... and went to art box and get this very cute note pad... $4.90... cox wanting to write encouragement card for camp but lazy draw pattern... so this note pad will play an important part... and the funny thing was that me and zhang broght a pair of cute socks and thinking of using it as pencil case... cool right...

and now finally home... but feeling SICK... like physically lo... sianx... ops... how... gotta really pray... for HEALING...

and some of u might already notice that im emotionally feeling up and down.... i wanna thank some of u for being there for me... talking to me... encourage me... i really appreciate you... THANK YOU--est mah, zhangyun, hazel, karen, marcus, xinhui and terry...
also wanna thank irene... for ur listening ear... after telling u everything i felt better... thanks for ur help too... i hope that all these get over soon ya...

alright... shall really have a good rest tonight annd tomorrow night...

buaix... see ya soonx...


Thursday, June 05, 2008 @1:55 PM
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hey friends out there...

thanks for the concern...


thanks for the encouragement...


thanks for your prayers...


certainly... many things are at the bottom of my heart...


many negative thoughts...


but no worries...


after talking to est mah...


i decided to cling on...


and certainly after posting the post yesterday...


i really know who is really true friends of mine...


ops... hahaha...


i just want to pray that God will continue to speak to my heart...


God will lead me to a place where i really belong!


hopefully a smiling cheryl will be back soon!




Wednesday, June 04, 2008 @10:19 AM
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i seriously dunno what's happening to me lar...
kill me can...
now many things are on my hand...
till...
im feeling so stressed...
im tired...
so what....
i still have to continue...

im feeling so stress that i need ppl to listen to me...
i need encouragements...
yup...
anw... thanks est mah... for your views yesterday...
there's just so many things...
i really hope that this coming camp will be a camp that God will send ppl to encourage me lo... i really hope that i will get refresh and start the journey ONCE AGAIN...

oh ya... after yesterday's meetings... went back with est mah...
and had dinner home alone...
haha...
and after that i dunno why my throat hurts... flu... till now...
i need healing la...
still have to lead worship next week leh...
oh... yesterday i had a long night making amendments to the worship leaders powerpoint...
haven even done mine la... lol...
targetting to finish by tonight...

last but not least...
im so happy... im going to start coaching junwen ACCOUNTS...
im accounts freak okie...
i love it to the max...
never even thought i could TOUCH IT AGAIN!!! haha...
junwen... put on your seat belts okie... haha... not much time left... haha...

one last thing...
fasting had been great...
prayers had been great too... im surviving...
anyways... thanks daniel...
that.. cox i got back my bible... and now i really had motivation to READ THE WORD!!! haha...
chaos!!!


Monday, June 02, 2008 @1:47 PM
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im enjoying myself up till now... haha...

just finish preparing for my worship session...
arghx... im stress...
got to really rely on God's strenth on that day itself because its gonna be the closing night... Holy Spirit lead me...

ops... and im targeting to finish up my YEIG project by this week... time is running out... gonna go with my sticky rice on fri... hee:)

and tomorrow have checkout leh... ops... hhaa...

ppl... lets have the right attitude of worship okie... DON'T PLAY PLAY hor...
whahahhaha... ur worship IC very serious de...
oh ya...

i had a ADVANCE FATHERS' DAY celebration yesterday... at LAO BEI JING... good food... my Ernest very clever hor... haha... dont tell u why... hee:) and my Eddric getting cutier every day... love him lots... haha... yesterday my parents and bro took the lorry back... but me... haha... im special... i took the CAR home... my uncle drove my dad's car... haha... and so i enjoyed my sleep on the car... so happy larh... haha... maybe next time is my turn to DRIVE liao... haha... CHERYL--TAN GO TAKE UR LICENCE LAH!!! whahahahaha....

today... no sch... happy happy.... WATCHED TV and many more... still thinking whether i should go swim anot... but im lazy... whahahaha...

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