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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @10:30 AM
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IT'S CHERYL TAN'S BAD EYE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All thanks to the me who went to the swimming man... I went with some of the Xxon peeps for Fun Recreation Sunday... and somehow... i dunno how.... i lost my Specs...
The worst thing is that... i can't find my old specs... and all my contact lenses ran out...
its seriously BAD EYE DAY!!! so bad... im blind for 2 days already...
but thank God mummy gave me money to make my new specs... so my sight is gonna regain tmr after 5pm... PTL!!!
Sunday, June 28, 2009 @6:37 AM
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its beeen a really long time since i last blog i think... this week beeen a very tiring week physically... but God has been good in one way or another...
although im busy and tired... God granted me with physical rest too... thank God for that... for 3 of the days of this week i've been sleeping at 9pm... yet i still feel tired...
and before i end my tiring post and go get ready to go church...
let me WELCOME BACK the mission trippers... miss u lots... but this week still can't see them cox they got to be self-quarantine... I hope they have a good rest and replenish even spiritually as welll... STAY HEALTHY GUYS! See u guys next friday... yup...
i was kind of in deep thoughts abt closure of sch... what if sch really close... i cant go out... cant go shopping... cant go church... i rather that sch don't close... but the only way for cheryl tan to rest is when sch close... but it will nt be me anymore... so i think sch better dont close... HAHA!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @10:48 AM
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Hi Guys...
Back for another post... Yesterday was a really tiring day... and somehow fell sick for a few hours...
But still attended LM... it was great to have violet with us... she engaged the crowd very well...
something that i learnt was that.... the difference between the new and old commandment...
the old commandment was that God has called us to love our neighbour as ourselves... but a new commandment that Jesus has given to us b4 He went to the cross was that... Loving one another just like how God loves us...
it appears to me that if i don't really love myself so as i was commanded... i will not to love others so much as long as i love them the way i love myself... But God has said... LOVE ONE ANOTHER JUST AS HOW HE LOVED US... its definitely a standard higher...
all these brings me back to the will of God... LOVING GOD WHOLEHEARTEDLY AND LOVING PEOPLE FERVENTLY! this is what God is calling us to do...
Seriously sometime i cannot stand the ppl in my IG... yet God reminded me... if u want to reachout to them... bringing them closer... u need to love them just like how I love you... not taking account of what ur sins are how much sins u have and not even how bad or good u are... i love all of u equally...
this message blown me away...
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @3:11 PM
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im sensing it...
Greatest trials... and persecution is coming even when i made my choice and decision...
i can see it coming already... its painful... its a terrible feeling... and today's service is really a word in season for me... Pst Ken said something... why we can't totally give our all to God is because we still can't let go of them... I think i really need to learn to let go... let go of my desire... its so hard to let it go... i try and i try and i try... it just doesn't seem to be let go off...
slowly bit by bit i think...
side track... yesterday RP participated in SIFE National Competition... I think the RP Team really did well... though we didn't got the national championship... but we got the best SIFE spirit award... let's go from glory to glory in SIFE 2010 ya...
btw... my guang zhou trip in dec is confirmed... so ya... its gonna be shopping time again... hee:)
Saturday, June 13, 2009 @8:12 AM
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Back for ANOTHER post... sounded so routine eh...
HAHA! wanted to blog yesterday... but i guessed i was too tired... now the heat of workload is up again... managing between crusade and IG commitment... overall... what i can comment about myself is that... I'M A TOTALLY AN ADMIN PERSON!!! and 3 CHEERS TO CHERYL TAN... yes... ppl compliment me... but i myself thinks that i did a good job... cox i think my excel sheet never fails to give ppl convenience... HAHA! i know self-praise = no-praise... but... im simply proud of myself and my God-given talent and gifts... hee:)
As of yesterday... my dear church friends are in church camp at melaka, bay view hotel liao... i hope they enjoy ever part of it till now... so sad i can't go... cox gonna crash with my first 2 days of sch... but most likely i will go for youth camp in dec at Desaru... i hope my guangzhou trip is not going to crash... praying really hard... but somehow i got a feeling that it is going crash and God will want make a decision... CAMP OR IG TRIP! its gonna be hard to decide... will pray and see how...
and today is sat liao... monday sch starts again... and bertina will have ppl go makan with her liao... HAHA! which means that tomorrow will mark my last day at work... i miss the ppl there... the maggie mee time, the J.CO time, the food-ing time, the laughter and the company of people... after working for 2 weeks, as i compare the experience i had at MUMS & BABES and the experience i had at DAYSPRING! I think i prefer MUMS & BABES... although pay is lower but its more fun... less stressful as a part-time staff... and working there i know alittle bit more secret that i shd know... HAHA! But i would say i will not be back there working... even if i graduate nxt year... cox my eyes and decision is already fixed on going on full time as a Christian worker... while i was talking to candy about how happy i will be when i graduate cox i can go work... she said "once u start working, u will feel sian and prefer studying!" i think in my heart... i said to myself... i won't feel sian of what im gonna work cox im very sure i will enjoy it... and because I have God alongside with me...
kk... got to cut off my post soon...
cox today sat ah... my only OFF and FREE day... so.... im gonna leave hse at 9am for R Comm celebration and evaluation... then after that meeting baoling and bertina, 2pm at city hall... then gotta be at yio chu kang road, House of Seafood at 730pm for Fathers' day celebration! Woots! Happy Happy Happy!!!! See ya soonx then...
Love, Cheryl=D
Thursday, June 11, 2009 @11:37 PM
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WOAH WOAH WOAH!!!
Finally i get to blog now... but very tired liao... so must type fast fast...
Yesterday had FYP... tiring... lappy caused me problems again... so we struggled alot to get permission from program chair to loan laptop from school. Oh ya... before FYP... Which suppose to start at 10am... i reached sch at 9am... cox went sch with bertina... HAHA! she's so happy... then after FYP, Baoling came to sch to accompany me... cox gotta wait for bertina... then after she finished work... we rushed and rushed cox going watch movie... and i realised i watch movie again...
we watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2!!! nice and funny... but the seats was super uncomfortable... bertina la... want to watch at GV Yishun... haix... BUT ITS OKIE... cox i found something new about her... to laugh at... "AH AH AH AH AH AH!!!!!!!!!!!!" HAHAHA!
Then today... worked whole day... work is fine and fun... had a fruitful time as a spent some special quiet moments with Daddy God on the bus...
reached hm ard 10pm... and guess wad... i have DURIAN!!! and i ate 2 DURIANS!!! Crap... fattening...
and then took time to reply to emails and "work for IG" awhile... till now... blogging...
i can't wait for tmr to end... im pretty tired now... HAHA!
kk... i need to go and sleep liao... work is on tmr... :)
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @2:33 PM
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Just a thought of mine... why im in school...
am really bored now...
so i went facebook and play play look look... saw this note written by Sun Ho... I think she wrote something really good...
She said this... "I don't believe that anyone should be fearful and end up living with the what ifs in their lives..."
I think in my life there are too many what ifs... and i think im too worried about what people will think and say about me... I think is time to do things boldly knowing who i'm serving... God has only plans to prosper me and not to harm me... and God says that He had never made any mistake... and we as He's creation is NOT A MISTAKE... so we don't even need to afraid about people judging us... because we know we is our creator...
CHERYL TAN SHOULD STOP HAVING IFs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, June 07, 2009 @10:34 PM
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do u rmb me saying i needed to reach church by 730am this morning???
whatever it is... I WOKE UP AT 732AM THIS MORNING... and i kinda shouted when i woke up... HAHA! i hope no one heard... and im suppose to anchor the prayer... but i was really late... reached almost 8am... my apology especially to Prakash...
i think i was rather tired and like abit distracted during service... needa repent... tmr working again... just hope that the 10 hours will fly off soon soon... HAHA!
and im eating J.CO donuts now... (:
Saturday, June 06, 2009 @10:42 PM
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AWESOME!!! today is simply awesome... had a rather good rest.... cox there's no prayer in the morning... suppose to go down to SP to support the crusade's sport fiesta... my spirit is willing but my flesh is NOT! sorry guys... i hope u guys had done well...
then in the afternoon... met maggie for lunch... and had a little LM evaluation... and walk walk awhile... and i went home to sleep again...
gotta sleep early today... although tmr is friendship day... but i got to be in church at 730am to anchor the morning prayer... then after church got to go work at tampines...
coming week gonna be hectic...
monday-work tuesday-Dust Prayer; R comm evaluation wednesday-FYP thursday-work friday-work sat-dim sum with gals sun-service; work
as the new week starts and end... School is starting really soon too... half more semester to go... which also means that FYP due is coming soon too...
Drawing strength from God... He's walking me through and guiding me...
oh btw... till now... u shd have realized that i changed my blogskin... nice nice??? HAHA! God is the light... and this light lives in me... and whoever that sees the light in me WILL praise my Father in Heaven! PTL!!!
Friday, June 05, 2009 @10:51 AM
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Today FYP cancelled again... dunno whether to tear or laugh... some will know what i meant...
but im gonna go sch with baoling and zhang later... HAHA! stupid right... no sch... but going back sch... so lol...
for the past 2 days, had been working... tiring... but okie la... haha... quite fun too... i can see money flying towards me... Haha!!!
Oh and i saw zhang bro straight in 2 days... but don't think he saw me... HAHA!!!
want more jokes abt my job come and ask me... :D
Tuesday, June 02, 2009 @4:51 PM
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cheryl tan officially declares that she's fainting soon... so depressed... feel like crying liao... why is it always me? why always my heart that is hurt so deeply...
im now trying very very very hard to draw strength from the Lord... i look okie from the outside? i might be... BUT!!! i seriously think im not okie...
my prayer is that... God u say u will walk me through my valleys right... God pls walk me through... carry me through... i'm tired! God, i promise i trust in you... I TRY I TRY I WILL TRY! :)
I know u are my strength...
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