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Profile
Cheryl Tan
23 May
Child of God
YCCA-Xxon; Cell-u-lites
RPCCC-Spiritual Multiplier
Youth Entrepreneurship IG-President
Herwishes
I want to... join full time(when?)
I want to... go mission trips
I want to... have more christian books
I want to... be the salt and light
I want to... graduate with a GPA of 3.0
I want to... get driving license by 2010
I want to... get into the teaching industry
I want to... get a Degree in Business Administration, SIM(UB)
I want to... get a MacBook/MacBook Pro
I want to... get a iphone
Daily Bread
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Friday, July 25, 2008 @2:44 PM
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whahahaha...
TODAY IS FRIDAY LIAO!!!!!!!
so fast cannn...
and im going SETTLERS' CAFE @ CLARK QUAY later...
so excited...
can't wait for the FUN man...
and the most happy thing is that CHERIE & MUNYEE IS COMING!!!
and this week is going to be a FUN & EXCITING weekend... cant wait man...
and from monday to sat... im gonna work after sch... together with Yvonne but at a different location... i will be at Hougang and Yvonne be at Orchard... haha... and im gonna earn $378... so happy... then i can go BUY PHONE LIAO... haha... BUT must thank Charlene cox is she introduce de... THANK YOU!!!
anyway... all thanks to chen yuling lo... go out with her yesterday and she went buy phone... tempt me sia... and keep tempting me to buy the same phone... but indeed the phone is good la... haha... but im considering getting an extra line... hee:) but the phone is really quite good... and i like it la... hahaha... AND I WAS PLAYING WITH HER PHONE... AND I THINK I KNOW HER PHONE BETTER THAN HER LA... and i tell her... u better dont call me at 3am to ask me how to write a "@ sign"!!!
so im looking forward for everything man... haha...
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @2:04 PM
♥ hot title:meaningful songs!
Songs are always meaningful...
they simply so ministering man...
when i sing... i just felt God's presence so strong...
be it in church or at home...
every time i sing... God reminds me different things in the different chapters of my life and even tell me when what how to do the things he wanted me to...
the first song i want to introduce to u is the song called "ABBA FATHER":
我何等愛你阿爸天父
你無條件為我付出
犧牲愛子叫我得贖
你愛充滿我
主你寶血為我而流
洗淨我罪給我自由
你的愛是何等偉大
喔主耶穌
一生要讚美
我美好救主
你的愛是我生命全部
一生要敬拜
我親愛天父
你無條件的愛
讓我心得滿足
this song really showed me how Abba Father loved me since the very first day i was staring at the different church buildings everytime i pass by them before i even came to know Him. was thinking will someone ever ask me to church... will there really be people who will love me??? that i'm not a transparent being? and i told myself i really want find someone whom really love me... even doing "SILLY THINGS"...and one day i went to meet up with my cousin and get from her something(an apron for dnt)... and her friends asked me to stay with them to "fellowship"... and so i did... even now i just wanna say thanks to yuling junming and even leeting for planting the love into my heart... if u guys didn't realise, im here to tell u... and somehow during one of the weekdays leeting sms-ed me asked me if i would like to go church with them... these are the very first things i rmbed... and when i begin to attend church, God begin to show me His love time and time again la... very touched... and my life was given to Him... without his love 6 yrs ago... i won't know what am i today.. maybe a AIMLESS person... His love is simply undescribable lo... that i just want to thank and sing of His love towards me... and so many easter drama i seen... it just touches my heart when i see Him sending Jesus to die... the blood that flows... is the love He had for me... even few months back... i shall nt hide... things just struck me... the only thing i know at that very moment is that maybe i shall tell ronald that i want to take a break from CGC and off i go and MIA... but at that very week i was at the leaders' mtg, God reminded me of His love that He have for me, and is His love that i first came to church and its His love that i promised Him that i will never leave HIM forever... it just hit me so hard that i told God... "SORRY DADDY... I WANT TO CLING ON ANDD FINISH MY RACE!" it was hard... but i guessed i MANAGED to... thank God for His strength... indeed His Love Is All My Life... "你的愛是我生命全部 "
the second song that i want to introduce to u is called "I WILL FLY":
YOUR WORD IN MY LIFE
IS A LAMP UNTO MY FEET
AND YOUR LOVE
SHINING BRIGHTER DEEP INTO MY HEART
YOUR TRUTH IN MY LIFE
BRINGS ME CLOSER TO YOUR STRENGTH
I WILL GIVE YOU PRAISE WITH
ALL OF MY HEART I WILL SING
AND I WILL FLY
HIGH ABOVE THE CLOUDS
RIDING THE SKY
LIFTING YOUR GLORY
LET ALL THE EARTH
WATCH US LIVE IN LOVE
PRAISING YOUR NAME
AND FLY ALONG WITH YOU
AND YOUR WAYS ALWAYS
HIGHER THAN ALL MY WAYS
AND YOUR PLAN RISES HIGH
ABOVE ALL MY PLAN
AND YOUR TRUTH SETS ME FREE
FROM ALL OF MY CHAINS
LET ME WALK
WITHIN YOUR TRUTH
LET ME FLY ALONG WITH YOU
when i sing this song... God just reminded me of the things/task that was put in my hands... many things did not really went well as what i planned... and God asked if i will fly along with Him and riding the sky and at the end of the day lift up His Glory... and i said.. "YES GOD!!! ALL GLORY UNTO U..." and He begin to showed me the events or roles that i'm playing in school and at church... He showed me the times that i were disappointed with the results... most of the time just felt so lousy about myself... blaming myself... and the worst part is that when i feel i done the worst job in it, and ppl come to me and say "WELL DONE, CHERYL TAN!" and i felt even worst... feeling so sorry to God... and in this song God showed me once again that i shd just lift up everything into His hands... bcox whatever that is inperfect He will make it perfect... because His ways are always higher than my ways... His plans are higher than my plans... and His truth will just set me FREE... blameless... and i begin to tell GOD... "SORRY FOR NEGLETING U , PUTTING U ASIDE IN MY LIFE... GOD RIGHT NOW I WANT TO ASK U TO FORGIVE ME... ALLOW ME TO PUT MY TRUST WITHIN U AGAIN... LET ME WALK WITH YOUR TRUTH AGAIN... LET ME FLY WITH YOU AGAIN... KNOWING THAT U WILL TURN THE BAD INTO GOOD... THIS IS WHAT I ASK OF U, DADDY GOD!"
the third song that i want to introduce to you is called "WALAU SERIBU REBAH ":
MERCIES THAT RISE
WITH THE NEW MORN
SET ME APART
AS A NEW BORN
EACH MOMENT I LIVE
BY FAITH I BELIEVE
WITH YOU
I'M NEVER ALONE
DARKNESS MAY COME
TRIALS SEEM SO LONG
YOU ARE THE LIGHT
I DEPEND ON
THROUGH VALLEYS AND STORMS
YOUR WORD KEEPS ME STRONG
MY SHELTER, REFUGE AND SONG
I TRUST IN YOU
EVERYDAY I LIVE,
I KNOW YOU ARE MY GOD
I LIFT MY FACE AND
LOOK TO YOU MY LORD
EVEN WHEN THE
MOUNTAINS TREMBLE
AND A THOUSAND FALL
I WILL STAND WITH YOU
MY JESUS,
TAKE MY ALL
after hearing my past 2 encounters after i sing the 2 songs... this last song that im sharing with all of u is kind of a rededication of my life to God again... Darkness and Trials came.. He is the only light that i can depend on... His word is the word that kept me strong in my storms and valleys... i really want to put my trust in Him again... "GOD I WANT U TO NOW THAT FROM TODAY ONWARDS, EVERYDAY I LIVE, WHATEVER IS GOING COME IN MY WAY IM GONNA KNOW THAT U ARE MY GOD AND YOU WILL HELP ME IN TIMES OF NEEDS... IN EVERY SITUATION, I WILL LIFT MY FACE AND LOOK TO YOU, BECAUSE U SHOWN ME THAT SEEKING THE FACE OF GOD IS MUCH WORTH IT THAN JUST SEEKING THE HANDS OF YOURS BECAUSE WHEN I SEEK YOUR FACE YOUR HANDS WILL MOVE AS WELL... AND NO MATTER HOW BAD THINGS GONNA BE AND EVEN THE MOUNTAINS TREMBLE AND A THOUSAND FALL, I WILL NEVER FALL BUT I WILL STILL STAND WITH U LORD BECAUSE U ARE MY PILLAR OF STRENGTH, YOU ARE MY COMFORT, YOU ARE SHELTER... SO MY JESUS... I ASK OF U TODAY TO TAKE MY ALL... MOULD ME TO BE EVEN STRONGER SO THAT I COULD BE MORE THAN CONQUERERS... AND TEACH ME YOUR WAYS... ALLOW MY TO SERVE YOU EVEN IN A GREATER MANNER!!! I REALLY WANNA SAY A BIG THANK GOD, DADDY GOD! I LOVE YOU<3"
sorry for the long post friends... but this is so important... to know more about this wonderful God, u can ask me... or CLICK!
Monday, July 21, 2008 @12:43 PM
♥ hot title:
back on another post...
i kind of slacked off my whole of SUNDAY at home...
even dealing with alot of emotions...
thinking this and that...
being so bored and enough of stonning...
i decided to SLEEP!!!
and so i turn in at ard 9 plus...
and slept... suddenly stomach so pain i wake up...
called mummy for help...
couldn't sleep man...
until this morning then manage to catch some rest!!!
so i was late for lesson...
and ya...
i took cab to sch...
then super funny...
cox the cab driver how to take cab...
cox every driver has aim/ target to travel to certain place...
so wherever u want to go... stand on the rightside of the ROAD!!!
whahaha!!!
Sunday, July 20, 2008 @8:55 PM
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VISION or DI-VISION????
God has given me a great V.I.S.I.O.N.
BUT!!!!!!!
the SATAN came to give D.I.V.I.S.I.O.N!!!!
Satan... YOU GET BEHIND ME MAN... STOP GIVING ME THOUGHTS... NEGATIVE THOUGHTS AND STOP BRINGING IN DIVISION... I HATE U... U HAVE NO PLACE IN MY LIFE... GET OUT OF MY LIFE... I BELONG TO GOD AND NOT U...
God I pray that u come and cleanse me with the Blood of Jesus once again... and fill me again with your Holy Spirit... God come and guide me as i continue to fulfill the calling You have for me. Take all of me Lord... Mould me...
suddenly... thought of this word called "RESPECT" !!!
R-recognizing
E-enthusiastic
S-sensitive
P-posture
E-enjoy
C-concentrate
T-thankful
what does respect mean?
-to recognize that this is important for u
-to be enthusiastic, to want to know more
-to be sensitive to what is being mention and being able to link it to your life for application purposes
-posture yourselve properly, dont be "sianx!"
-enjoy the presence
-concentrate so that u are able to absorb, rather than touch and GO!
-be thankful, for the effort of the person speaking
Saturday, July 19, 2008 @9:10 AM
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yesterday CGM was a great one...
NO WORD!!!
but PRAYER...
suddenly just sense a BREAKTHROUGH in the SPIRIT!!!
lets really focus on our spiritual walk with the Lord...
God didn't create us to have our own lifestyle and He's own lifestyle...
He created man for the purpose of fellowship...
so lets learn to fellowship with Him ya...
HOW???
by reading the WOG and PRAYER...
reading the WOG is so impt. bcox the level u love the Word is the level u love God...
when i was on my way home.. there were jus so many things running in my head even as i was fellowshipping with the rest on the train...
GOD I WANNA A GREATER BREAKTHROUGH...
but i was very happy yesterday...
was talking to woonling... she asked me quite alot of questions...
about speaking in tongues... and i shared with her the amazing things God did in my life even as i being to PRAY... indeed as i look back now... it was really amazing...
im very happy everytime someone ask me a question... haha...
it is just ME!!!
and im also very happy for next week... we are going to settlers cafe nxt fri...
i believe its gonna be a good trip... a FUN TIME together...
we are going to believe God for 10 Friends...
was thinking if every member were to bring one friend than there will be 10 friends le...
im going to pray more friends to come... i dunno how.. but God knows... haha...
but so far i have one already... hopefully she wont fly kite... lets come and have fun together...
EVERYTIME... when there's outreach or burden for friends... yes it can be tiring... but i will always remind myself of Matt 28:18-20... we are also not called to be spectator in God's kingdom... but we are CALLED to reach out... so lets GO GO GO!!!
Thursday, July 17, 2008 @9:24 AM
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yesterday had a long day!!!
was doing somethings at home...
then left at home ard 2plus and I'M LATE....
whahaha...
suppose to meet karen at NLB at 3pm...
but i was there at only 330pm... haha...
was looking for power plugs...
only settled down at ard 4pm or even later...
haha... then by the time when i connect to net and get whatever is needed...
then i start with my report...
i spend almost an hour doing up the coverpage and content page la...
haha...
then by the time i needed to leave for BS... all inspiration came...
and i have to type very fast b4 i forget everything...
haha...
and hence i was late for BS...
but not due to typing...
BUT SOMETHING SCARY HAPPENED...
and that KAREN so naughty la... keep scaring ME...
cox there's this guy abit crazy... sitting opp. me... he sit and go and sit and go... and he came back, and he suddenly ask me... "is there anyone sitting there?" so to me... at first its JUST A QUESTION!!! so i answered him... and i told karen aren't he sitting there jus know... ask me for what... so kind of weird... then when i was talking to karen and suddenly i just laughed la... then karen say... "cheryl dont laugh... u laugh HE ALSO LAUGH..." then i scared until i dont dare sit alone la... i plug in music... LOUD!!! then suppose to leave the library ard 630pm... but i too scared until i waited for karen to leave... cox i dont dare to leave alone... so scary!!!
then after that... went for BS but im late!!!
but the lesson was good...
it was about the ministry of the TEACHER!!!
learnt alot of thing...
but one thing that i begin to think about is that...
AM I MINORING ON THE MAJOR AND MAJORING ON THE MINOR!!!
its time for myself to keep MOVING on...
Sunday, July 13, 2008 @11:04 AM
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yesterday was a great SERVICE...
had the feeling of really conquering the seats for my CG once again...
it felt so great...
haha...
pastor was talking abt our self-image,etc...
even shared abt this indonesian pst called pastor alex...
he is so amazing...
and after the whole svc, Pst Kong ask us to write down a dream on the offering envolope... and my dream is so BIG that i dunno how to fulfill... but because God is good... He will send HIs helper to me de... yeah!!! im so excited...
oh ya... this week we had new praise and worship songs...
the praise song is so cool... i loved it man...
haha:)
counting down... 29.5 Hours to Naked-i Event-"just friends?"
EXCITED!!!
yeah... and in 27hours time chen YULING will touchdown at changi airport le... cant wait to see her too=) miss her lots lots...
alright... see u guys again... i need go prepare myself for cg later liao... hee=)
Saturday, July 12, 2008 @11:06 AM
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i'm here for another POST!!!
whahahaha...
im so happy now la...
1. I finally found time to change my blogskin...
2. I finally go a work to do... THANKS CHARLENE!!!
3. Going get my NEW PHONE next sat!!!
4. Going Lobsters' Hse on monday.. THANKS DADDY for $50 voucher!
overflowing of joy...
thank God for a spirit of Love and Joy...
hee:)
**Lord, I just wanna say a BIG THANK YOU daddy God... thank You for the blessings that you are always pouring into my life... indeed ur Word is so true... Father even as the Naked-i comm is preparing our last lap for the event may You continue to guide us... Lord I pray that you take charge of this event that we are having... that all aspects of the event will go on well in Your name for without You we are nothing! Lord even as we continue to seek Your Face, I believe that Your Hands will work too... Thank You Lord once again... In the most precious Name of Jesus I pray, Amen!**
Friday, July 11, 2008 @3:19 PM
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oh NO!!!
its FRIDAY already....
how fast can it get...
im so excited in many things that are going to happen...
but many other things happen too...
DISAPPOINTMENT SAD... etc...
sometimes we might ask why no one LOVE us and CARE for us???
i found this web...
check it OUT
gonna be a busy weekend AGAIN!!!
see u guys again...
Thursday, July 10, 2008 @10:18 AM
♥ hot title:
yoz...
back for another post once again...
i LOVE WEDNESDAY super lot...
haha... cox it makes me feel that the week is ending very soon...
i will super fast when i have MANY THINGS to do...
so as ususal...
yesterday... had a long sleep till ard 10...
THANK YOU wanting for the SMS...
if not i comfirm plus chop will LATE de lo... haha...
suppose to have our Naked-i meeting at 11am...
although im slightly late... but end up we started everything very late...
ALL THANKS TO JOON KIAT...
haha...
then after meeting i had DG with Estella at NP MAC...
haha...
did on pressure points...
"DO NOT WORRY!"
then after DG the Naked-i comm went for NYP's Naked-i Event...
it was good... kind of see what we are going to expect this coming monday...
then after the event i went down to RW for BS...
finally... im at FiveFold Ministry...
the teacher was cool...
the lesson was short yesterday... haha...
then after the lesson me and kim went to makan@ the bak kut teh next to RW...
then after awhile... Germaine came...
and i think the cool thing about this bak kut teh store is that the SOUP IS REFILLABLE... im gonna ask my jie jie go... haha... yummy... we love soup... hee:)
as mention... next monday is going to be the Naked-i event... im very excited yet scared... gonna really lift it up to God's hand... that He's going to move so mightily... for He is in control... pray together with me okie!!! hee:)
chaos... lesson starting!!!
Sunday, July 06, 2008 @12:08 AM
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hey everyone...
SORRY for keep u guys waiting for my post...
haha... had a busy week though... **gals... im still learning to REST... hahaha...** was at jeremy's place for CGC mtg...
it was a great meeting... great time align my hearts again... there were also many thoughts that run through my mind... yup... and we also sang HATI HAMBA in the CHINESE VERSION! very meaningful.... 我永远不会忘记
主你那丰富恩典 如今我在天父怀中 因为你舍下自己
你不看我的过去 只是完全接纳我 主你的爱何等伟大 我的心完全融化
我亲爱救主 我心何等感谢 你单单在意 我这爱你的心 我愿一生 追求跟随我主 谦卑为你 服事这世界 我亲爱救主
我要一生敬拜 在我生命中 你是唯一的爱 毫无保留 我愿献上所有 何等渴慕 能为你而活 耶稣我主
**i will never forget how i could be with Daddy God because of Jesus sacrifice** **Jesus had never look at my past and accepting for who i am... and the love of God towards me is so great and when i think back my HEART MELTED!** **me Beloved Saviour, all i want to do is to give u thanks every moment that i can... be it in good times or bad times...** **my Beloved Saviour, i want to Worship You for all of my life... and your LOVE is the only LOVE... and i want to live for You only... Jesus my LORD!**
Service was alright... pastor mike came... had a good time... the message was GOOD... YES and AMEN to all that he talked about... but this year wasn't alot of deliverance... but it was still good la...
then CG was good too... good word... although the number of people is small because we just multiplied.. i believe we will grow and multiply in jan again... jia you... and yesterday was vision CG... and we had our CONNECT GROUP BOARD!!! look so cool... it seems like God sent His angels to look after the cg... and His love is upon us...
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