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Thursday, May 28, 2009 @12:12 AM
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tomorrow there's sch... but somehow... i can't get my eyes closed for bed today... normally next day got sch i will sleep by 1030pm... to have sufficient rest...
maybe my heart is too burden about my future... good and bad i think... God has been reminding me many many many time these few weeks... "the time is here"... "im coming back"... "the world is coming to an end"... "the book of revelation is happening soon"... because of this... im burdened... how God... i have my selfish desires... desires of my heart... i want to do my will... but God said that He's will is above my will... my will and plans
must be subordinate to His will and plans... in the inner parts of me is fighting a war...
many people know... that i've always wanted to be trained and be a teacher and ultimately even being a principal... but yet... God called me into full time ministry... and He started revealing the signs of the world coming to an end... that I MUST GO FULL TIME... after attending SOLEAD Grad... listening to Cynthia's sharing... i thought i've overcome and readily said yes to God... but i realize even till now.. im still struggling... FULL TIME CHRISTIAN WORKER OR FULL TIME TEACHER??? WHERE??? yet when i want to say yes to God, fear arises... SUPPORT RAISING... PARENTAL CONSENT... haix... im having headache... and heartache man...
and now out of a sudden... i have a urge to go for MISSIONS... i know very random...
i really need to set aside time to do what God really wants me to do... need more faith as well...
even as God said so many things... i really do hope i will have the courage to say YES! and to go through the process...
God also kind of woke me up today while reading my super big and thick bible at J8 Coffee bean...
Matt. 17:20-21 He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there and it will be moved. Nothing will be impossible for you."
This is no new verse to me and to many people but yet God use this to wake me up again... He once again showed me that I need to take out the small faith that i have and exercise it... in my heart... i say... I KNOW I KNOW, GOD! but im still scared...
day in day out... im still thinking abt that... God, teach me... let my YES BE AN YES AND MY NO TO BE A NO!!!
its time for this faithless gal to turn to the Lord in prayer now... :)
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @6:51 PM
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HOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I THINK IT'S TIME TO UPDATE!!!!!!!
I'm in the real BIG "2" CLUB!!! there are even people saying to me that, cheryl... u are finally here... so lol can...
First of all i just wanna thank everyone for the cakes and gifts and meet-ups...
Last thursday... I had my first birthday meet up with my fam ily... at Cafe Cartel-J8... but brother wasn't there.. co x he flew to bangkok... **he just came home a few moments ago** have a great meal and celebration... :)
before i continue on to friday... i met Karen Loh my best friend in crusade for dinner at causeway... then we head to the christian book store... cox i wanted to get a bdae gift for my dearest cheryl a-like! but ended up i received a bible as a bdae gift from karen also... thanks dear!:)
oh ya... on friday... my fyp was cancelled due to UT! but ended up UT also cancelled... so i met up with victor for a really short meeting... then went to causeway point with baoling... guess what... we were there for less than 30mins cox causeway pt caught fire... so we went to civic plaza to walk awhile... then after that head to northpoint to source for ernst bdae present... then after that went to church for THE SECRET PLACE!!! something is so different from this secret place from the previous one.... somehow i think there was a breakthrough in the atmosphere... which is really awesome... i find so much easier to worship... after the secret place we were fellowshipping at the void deck as usual... and suddenly a birthday surpr ise came... suddenly all eyes was looking at me... Special thanks to Pastoe Daniel & Dani, Xxon Youths-YCCA and CELL-U-LITES!
Saturday was an extremely awesome day... it was my ACTUAL DAY!!!! In the morning... met my sec sch friends to go EXPO for CROCS Sales... and someone thought it was COURTS Sales la... laugh until i can roll lo... but the CROCs Sales was really alot of ppl... but i enjoyed shopping there... hee:) then after the shopping went to tampines 1 for lunch with xinhui and all... yum yum food... thank you all for celebrating yeah... then after celebrating i bused down to yio chu kang to my cousin's place to celebrate my nephew, ernst bdae... im glad he loves the present...
and before i end... i shall not forget the first group of ppl whom celebrated my bdae... it none other than... the ex-w194!
Not forgetting the rest for the present that u all give...
That's all from me today...
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @12:42 PM
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TODAY IS MY NUMBER 401 POST...But i guess is gonna be a unhappy one... How sad can it be?
Although today is my favourite module... but im super pissed off by this cheena gal... she did the whole ppt without even telling us... no discussion... WHAT IS THIS??? TEAMWORK??? SO WRONG CAN!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!! Some happy stuff now... I m starting to feel the BIRTHDAY MOOD now!!! On Sunday... Dani suddenly come to me with a gift... haha... it was a birthday gift from Xxon ministry... thanks Xxon... that was a great gift... Yesterday... Monday... met jincheng and maggie for lunchie... and maggie gave me a birthday gift... thanks so much man... love it lots... and during break yesterday... my sis called me... ask me when want to eat cake... then so funny... i said anytime... since no one really booked me yet... at that moment i was thinking where are all my best friends.... why this year so slow... then so funny... after she put down the phone... after school suddenly, ppl start calling me... now i feel i really got no enough time ah... HAHA!
and there's gonna be IG meeting this evening... i hope everything will run smoothly... cox im gonna be leading this meeting... scary eh... kk.... hope i have happier updates to update u guys soon... :P
Saturday, May 16, 2009 @10:11 PM
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hooorrrraaaayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Its weekend le... but again... tomorrow is the last day of weekend also... abit sad ah... HAHA!!!! i was telling zhangyun jus now... I CAN SEE THE NUMBER "2" FLYING TOWARDS ME!!!!! IT'S ON ITS WAY... EXACTLY 7DAYS IT WILL LEND RIGHT INFRONT OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today was a sat that i enjoyed... SLACKING at home... that was great... how i wish i can slack all year long...
oh ya... ive been struggling and thinking what to do after graduation... im just so scared to commit...
tmr gonna be a busy day i guess... church then meet huibing then probably go for lunch then meet grace and hazel for checkout then to tampines 1 for dinner with daddy & mummy.... gonna enjoy my sunday b4 it flies away again... qiong for 5 days and here comes my big day... hee:)
kk... update more if i have any tmr...
Thursday, May 14, 2009 @11:52 AM
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Back for another post...
Just wanna share some experience with u guys... As i've mention in my previous post... that Ben & Jerry came down to RP to gave a talk... it was indeed a great one... at first when i met up with ben, jerrier and victor... we were so afraid that no one will come... victor kept asking me to go publicise to my friends... but i didn't, for the fact that my friends are nt in school... but on the other hand... if God has given us this chance to invite ben & jerry down... He will make sure people come...
When it was approaching 1230pm... ppl start queueing to get in... we had overwhelming response... and we had to turn away 50-100 students... they plead us to allow them to sit on steps... but... we were very sorry cox all stairways are filled with ppl already...
Once we started... the students went wild like monkey really... and the ben and jerry was also so generous in giving out free gifts... even giving out their t-shirt... it was one of the loudest talk i went... which was good... it kind of help me visualize what kind of talk we should have in the future...
i guess everyone enjoyed themselves... its our joy to see them enjoying themselves...
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @11:47 AM
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I'm slacking in school know... waiting for the LT to be opened... HAHA!!!gonna meet up with Ben & Jerry in abt 30mins time...
and suppose to have fyp later... but due to the laziness of some team mates... its cancelled... which im pretty happy too... hee(: me don't like fyp...
after the talk later... im gonna stay in school to wait for miss quah and study at the same time... next week have 3 UTs straight... i need to score really well in UTs... i believe i can do it.... BECAUSE... I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST... WHO STRENGTHENS ME!!!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @1:04 PM
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 WELCOME TO SEASONING HAPPINESS!!! It's created by 3 pretty ladies... We aim to add some seasoning to your life to bring HAPPINESS to you...
Some may say... i have enough clothings.... But the truth is clothes for ladies is NEVER ENOUGH!!! Lazy to type... click on the pictures to get linked to the page yeah...
Saturday, May 09, 2009 @9:25 AM
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Woots... this week is the 3rd week of sch liao... so fast ah... which also means i have lesser time to study for my UTs and do my FYP... oh dear... i seriously don't really like my course... its definitely a struggle to go through it... haix... i really hope it ends soon... and i hope that i will go to a uni doing something i like and something i will enjoy working as... i think for now... the energy that pushes me to sch everyday is really God, Crusade and YES!... how i wish im the happy go lucky person now... but i know i can't afford to do so... which is very sad... WHY? WHY? WHY?
So emo ah... my post...
Hmmm... okie... recently... me baoling and bertina thought of setting up a blogshop... infact we already thought of it when we was in shen zhen... hold and behold... we went to look for suppliers... want to have some nice tops??? look for us k... our blogshop is gonna be open really soon... probably by tmr... do support us if u can... cox now... standard of living very high ah... even pay for transport fee can drive us mad... HAHA! so all these profits that we earn we are not bringing it to go merry merry ah... we are using it for daily needs yea... so... HAHA! SUPPORT KK!
Will notify all of u when it's officially OPENED! :)
Wednesday, May 06, 2009 @12:53 PM
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HAHAHA!!!
ITS TIME TO COUNT DOWN!!!
17 DAYS TO 23 MAY...
:::MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST:::
1. I need a nice NIV Bible... not too cute one...
2. A laptop case... the red one... with handle...
3. I never say NOs to more BAGS
4. I definitely need more CASH!!!
5. Shopping vouchers...
6. The rest okie la... as long they are not things that i CAN'T use can liao...
NOs AS A BDAY PRESENT:
1. Note books... recently brought alot
2. Purse... those brought from china haven't use finish...
@12:00 PM
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It feels like i haven't been updating for very long...
Once again SLA was a success... Thank you everyone who was there from setting up to promoting the IG to packing up the last day... which ended last thursday...
Last friday, was a free day for all.. cox its labour day... went out with baoling bertina in the afternoon to paya lebar... we went to the place that sells whole sales item... then after that rush back home and get ready for family dinner... we went to one of the chinese resturant n chinatown... i guess no one knew that it was my 2nd uncle's birthday... but however... my uncle paid for the dinner la... but i guess he was very happy that day... it has been years since i last saw the joy in him...
then how comes sat... i had a great rest... i slept until 1230pm... then went to meet valentin, huiling, xinru and sarah for lunch and practice for our vocal presentation... then we had vocal... left early for irene's wedding... YES!!! It waas Irene's wedding... finally right... HAHA! then after wedding i rushed to bugis and meet the ex-w194 peepx for gathering... and had a advance bdae celebration... thanks peepx...
sunday was a very good day i thought too... it was friendship sunday... and i was glad that zhang yun came... i really hope that u will continue to come... take it as a relaxing moment for u... there's something i really want to say... people around u might fail u... but hold and behold... Our God love and care for u and never fails u... even in such situations... then after church and chit-chat... we went SSC for more chit-chat... then after that i went to woodlands to meet zhiqiang for meeting.... for LM comm... we had a 5hrs mtg... and we had our "supper" at 10pm... HAHA! fun day thougih...
monday was school again... hectic day... had "THANK YOU PIZZA" ig meeting... thanks to victor... and once again i was nominated as the president of the IG... not an easy way for me... tell u a joke... cox after our ig merge, i have no confidence that i will be the president again... and so... i changed my signiture in my school mail which i use to put president... tthat was just one week ago... yesterday i told baoling that its time to put back again... HAHA!
and finally, yesterday was the YES! IG welcome tea... not too bad... success... president was there to start-off... haha... then went off with gordon and baoling... and dinner with baoling... HAHA!!!! it was indeed a fun time together...
Oops... im going gardenia later... :)
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